CLOSED BLOG

This blog is now closed for the time being. I will be opening another and will personally email all of you with my link. I OBVIOUSLY have some self centered jerks stalking my blog and leaving rude nasty comments about my sister and her life...which they know nothing about, but only think they do. Its been real.

Tagged....

OK I was tagged. 12 random things about me. I dont like tagging so if u do this...let me know.

1. My kids are my everything
2. I am lonley
3. I cry in the shower so nobody can see me
4. almost every single person I know has told me at some point or other in my life that I don't smile enough.
5. My whole house and everything in my house has the smell of fresh linen. I am very weird about this
6. I hate it when people hold back on who they really are sometimes, because they're afraid of what people might think. If you have the urge to do something…do it! like, I have the urge to smell everything…....so I dooo.
7. I would like more than anything to adopt a child from Africa
8. When I eat....I pick apart my food...such as a sandwich. I eat my dinner all seperatley and in order. All the veggies and all the carbs...then all the meaty things last. I dont know why...weird
9. If a guy is wearing some amazing smelling cologne, I fall helplessly in love with him…even if I hated him before the scent.
10. I hardly ever think about the present. Always the future
11. My Pet peeve..Bad Grammer. SPelling most particularly. I feel the need to spell check EVERYTHING. My friends and family sometimes get annoyed because I am constantly looking over their shoulder spell checking whatever they are doing.
12. My marriage has fallen apart.

I HATE people who drink

Not just people who are alcoholics and no I am not talking about my mother. Im talking about People like my husband who is up at 6:30am drinking STILL. Being loud, being mean, meaning annoying. Our kids are about to wake up any given moment and he goes and makes himself another drink. Why does my life suck so much? AM I ever going to just be HAppy?

Survey

Ok...Since I didnt get to the pictures. LOL. I will TRY to do them today...here is a survey I found that I liked.
Here are some questions for the people who are a little more mature... Okay, okay... OLD FOLKS like us......
1. What bill do you hate paying the most?
Mortgage

2. Where's the best place to eat a romantic dinner?
Olive Garden

3. Last time you puked from drinking?
WOW...uh. New Years Eve I think

4. When is the last time you got drunk and danced on a bar?
I dont go to the bar anymore...prolly when I was like uh...17 or 18, and got into the bars all the time...YEP thats right! I KNOW PEOPLE! ;)


5. Name of your third grade teacher?
Mrs. Marsh / Mr. Richardson

6. What do you really want to be doing right now?
talking to someone

7. What did you want to be when you were growing up?
A teacher

8. How many colleges did you attend?
none

9. Why did you wear the shirt that you have on right now?
PJs...becuase it is 3am

10. GAS PRICES!?!?!
$2.39 - $2.49


11. If you could move anywhere and take someone with you?
Im not sure where I would move but Id definatley take my children with me

12. First thought when the alarm went off this morning?
WHY DO I WORK 3RD SHIFT???THIS SUCKS

13. Last thought before going to sleep last night?
Man Im exhausted...gave Trenton a kiss on his cheek and passed out

14. Favorite style of underwear?
Bikini

15. Favorite style of underwear for the opposite sex?
boxers

16. What errand/chore do you despise?
Dishes- I hate them!!

17. If you didn't have to work, would you volunteer at an art gallery?
NO

18. Get up early or sleep in?
Get up early and have some quiet time without the kids up and screaming

19. What is your favorite cartoon character?
That little Baby on Family Guy

20. Favorite non sexual thing to do with a person of the opposite sex?
Lay in bed and cuddle and talk about stuff

21. a secret that you wouldn't mind everyone knowing?
there's a reason it's a secret

22. When did you first start feeling old?
Now. Well latley. I am thinking about how fast my life is going by and how much I want to do and just have no time to do it

23. Favorite 80's movie?
The Breakfast Club

24. Your favorite lunch meat?
Roast Beef

25. What do you get every time you go into Costco?
Never been there, but we get Shrimp when we go to Bj's

26. Beach or lake?
Um...Ill have to say Beach....becuase Ive never been. BUT I LOVE the LAKE and go every yr

27. Do you think marriage is an outdated ritual that was invented..?
NO

28. Who do you stalk on MySpace?
EVERYONE

29. Favorite guilty pleasure?
EATING greasy fattening food, and washing it down with a cold Dr Pepper (eww...now that I read it, sounds gross)

30. Favorite movie you wouldn't want anyone to find out about?
I could care less

31. What's your drink?
Margarita on the rocks, hold the salt

32. Cowboys or Indians?
Cowboys :)

33. Cops or Robbers?
Cops

38. Who from high school would you like to run into?
Nobody...I still see everyone

39. What radio station is your car radio tuned to right now?
96.5 CMF

42. Norm or Cliff?
HUH????

43. The Cosby Show or the Simpsons?
The Simpsons

44. Worst relationship mistake that you wish you could take back?
Working together...it has really Fried our relationship

45. Do you like the person who sits directly across from you at work?
Yah I LOVE him!!!!!

46. If you could get away with it, who would you kill?
Did you want my whole list? LMAO...pickin. Nobody I wouldnt kill anyone

47. What famous person(s) would you like to have dinner with?
Ryan Phillippe, Justin Timberlake, (HOT)

48. What famous person would you like to sleep with?
Both of the ones mentioned above

49. Have you ever had to use a fire extinguisher for its intended purpose?
I havent but DOn did on Thanksgiving a couple of yrs ago, LOL

50. Last book you read for real?
OMG...IDK...It has been so long! Maby I should make time for one!

51. Do you have a teddy bear?
NO

52. Strangest place you have ever brushed your teeth?
on the toliet at the lake

53. Somewhere in California you've never been and would like to go?
Ive never been, But the Beach would be nice

54. Number of texts in a day?
Between 3-6

55. At this point in your life would you rather start a new career or a new relationship?
New Career

56. Do you go to church?
On occasion

57. Pencil or pen?
pen

58. bueller? bueller? bueller? has anyone seen Ferris??LOL...I ACTUALLY just got done watching it before I got online

60. What do you want to achieve in life?
To be a good mom have a Happy life

61. How old are you?
22

62. Where do you see yourself when you are 40?
HOPEFULLY.....Still married and Happily Married, with my beautiful children (and maby a couple more) LOL...and Just Happy

hi everyuone!

Yep sill alive! LOL. Posting pics tomarro so be ready!!!! LOL

A few things that mean something: Quotes, lyrics. Actually I just love words. I love that words have the ablility to express anything and everything.

A few Quotes...

Dream as if you'll live forever. Live as if you'll die today -James Dean

He who doesn't fear death dies only once. ~Giovanni Falcone

Learn from yesterday, live for today, hope for tomorrow. -- Anonymous

Live everyday like your last, for tomarro is not promised to everyone

We miss you sooo much Jason~

8am....

And my boys are still asleep!!!! Ahhhhhh.the sound of silence. Havent heard that in a long time!!! Of course Trenton didnt sleep very well last night. Tossing and turning and crying....although Carter slept like a log. They were both asleep by 9pm.
It is soooo cold here in NY. Actually as I see, most parts of the U.S. is freezing!!!! Our pipes froze sat night and we just got them unthawed last night about 6ish. My dad brought his kerosene heater over and then he insulated the cracks in our foundation. Thanks Dad, luv ya!
Homeschooling is going along rather smoothly. I found most of his favorites are singing and dancing, pretend play, fine motor and he LOVES to cook and bake. We have been doing all sorts of stuff. What he dont like is reading, writing and anything to do with launguage....go figure. If I sit down with him to read a book, he gets mad and throws it. Ive decided I am not going to push it, maby try it a few times a week. If I push it to much, he may not ever like it. SOOOOO.....we do other things to learn. ANYWAYS.I did get ahold of the school about Trentons speech. They are sending me a list of people in the county who are allowed to test him. I pick one, he gets tested. Then therepy starts..if he needs it. He is also gettin evaluated for other stuff such as autism and adhd...stuff like that. But I tend to not pay attention to what they say about that. I know how the state and county like to "label" kids and Ill be damned if they will label mine. But I do need help getting him to talk. I wont push it, if he has trouble with the therepist or for some reason gets upset with doing it, then I will wait until he is ready. But now it is effecting Carter, Carter does all of Trentons guestures and noises and when I ask him to say something....he does the same as Trenton.
Well I got lots of stuff to do around the house today. I have company comming this afternoon.
Oh and on the sign launguage...Trenton learned MORE and AIRPLANE yesterday. GO TRENTON!

JASON A MESLER

HAPPY 19th BIRTHDAY JASON!!!!!! I love you, we all LOVE you and miss you soooooooo MUCH! Today is a special DAY! ANd we will be all thinking of you. REST IN PEACE HUN and we will see you again someday. But for now I am sending Hugs and a kiss for you on ur birthday!
We know what you would be doing today.....riding that snowmobile of yours, wishing the snow would go away so you could drag out that skateboard of yours!!! THINKIN of you ALL DAY today BUD!!!!! Ride Hard, Skate Hard and Rock Hard!!!

I hate seeing you go!