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2007-03-15T03:52:00.000-07:00

This blog is now closed for the time being. I will be opening another and will personally email all of you with my link. I OBVIOUSLY have some self centered jerks stalking my blog and leaving rude nasty comments about my sister and her life...which they know nothing about, but only think they do. Its been real.

Tagged....

2007-03-14T02:00:00.000-07:00

OK I was tagged. 12 random things about me. I dont like tagging so if u do this...let me know.

1. My kids are my everything
2. I am lonley
3. I cry in the shower so nobody can see me
4. almost every single person I know has told me at some point or other in my life that I don't smile enough.
5. My whole house and everything in my house has the smell of fresh linen. I am very weird about this
6. I hate it when people hold back on who they really are sometimes, because they're afraid of what people might think. If you have the urge to do something…do it! like, I have the urge to smell everything…....so I dooo.
7. I would like more than anything to adopt a child from Africa
8. When I eat....I pick apart my food...such as a sandwich. I eat my dinner all seperatley and in order. All the veggies and all the carbs...then all the meaty things last. I dont know why...weird
9. If a guy is wearing some amazing smelling cologne, I fall helplessly in love with him…even if I hated him before the scent.
10. I hardly ever think about the present. Always the future
11. My Pet peeve..Bad Grammer. SPelling most particularly. I feel the need to spell check EVERYTHING. My friends and family sometimes get annoyed because I am constantly looking over their shoulder spell checking whatever they are doing.
12. My marriage has fallen apart.

I HATE people who drink

2007-02-28T03:42:00.000-08:00

Not just people who are alcoholics and no I am not talking about my mother. Im talking about People like my husband who is up at 6:30am drinking STILL. Being loud, being mean, meaning annoying. Our kids are about to wake up any given moment and he goes and makes himself another drink. Why does my life suck so much? AM I ever going to just be HAppy?

Survey

2007-02-28T00:30:00.000-08:00

Ok...Since I didnt get to the pictures. LOL. I will TRY to do them today...here is a survey I found that I liked.
Here are some questions for the people who are a little more mature... Okay, okay... OLD FOLKS like us......
1. What bill do you hate paying the most?
Mortgage

2. Where's the best place to eat a romantic dinner?
Olive Garden

3. Last time you puked from drinking?
WOW...uh. New Years Eve I think

4. When is the last time you got drunk and danced on a bar?
I dont go to the bar anymore...prolly when I was like uh...17 or 18, and got into the bars all the time...YEP thats right! I KNOW PEOPLE! ;)

5. Name of your third grade teacher?
Mrs. Marsh / Mr. Richardson

6. What do you really want to be doing right now?
talking to someone

7. What did you want to be when you were growing up?
A teacher

8. How many colleges did you attend?
none

9. Why did you wear the shirt that you have on right now?
PJs...becuase it is 3am

10. GAS PRICES!?!?!
$2.39 - $2.49

11. If you could move anywhere and take someone with you?
Im not sure where I would move but Id definatley take my children with me

12. First thought when the alarm went off this morning?
WHY DO I WORK 3RD SHIFT???THIS SUCKS

13. Last thought before going to sleep last night?
Man Im exhausted...gave Trenton a kiss on his cheek and passed out

14. Favorite style of underwear?
Bikini

15. Favorite style of underwear for the opposite sex?
boxers

16. What errand/chore do you despise?
Dishes- I hate them!!

17. If you didn't have to work, would you volunteer at an art gallery?
NO

18. Get up early or sleep in?
Get up early and have some quiet time without the kids up and screaming

19. What is your favorite cartoon character?
That little Baby on Family Guy

20. Favorite non sexual thing to do with a person of the opposite sex?
Lay in bed and cuddle and talk about stuff

21. a secret that you wouldn't mind everyone knowing?
there's a reason it's a secret

22. When did you first start feeling old?
Now. Well latley. I am thinking about how fast my life is going by and how much I want to do and just have no time to do it

23. Favorite 80's movie?
The Breakfast Club

24. Your favorite lunch meat?
Roast Beef

25. What do you get every time you go into Costco?
Never been there, but we get Shrimp when we go to Bj's

26. Beach or lake?
Um...Ill have to say Beach....becuase Ive never been. BUT I LOVE the LAKE and go every yr

27. Do you think marriage is an outdated ritual that was invented..?
NO

28. Who do you stalk on MySpace?
EVERYONE

29. Favorite guilty pleasure?
EATING greasy fattening food, and washing it down with a cold Dr Pepper (eww...now that I read it, sounds gross)

30. Favorite movie you wouldn't want anyone to find out about?
I could care less

31. What's your drink?
Margarita on the rocks, hold the salt

32. Cowboys or Indians?
Cowboys :)

33. Cops or Robbers?
Cops

38. Who from high school would you like to run into?
Nobody...I still see everyone

39. What radio station is your car radio tuned to right now?
96.5 CMF

42. Norm or Cliff?
HUH????

43. The Cosby Show or the Simpsons?
The Simpsons

44. Worst relationship mistake that you wish you could take back?
Working together...it has really Fried our relationship

45. Do you like the person who sits directly across from you at work?
Yah I LOVE him!!!!!

46. If you could get away with it, who would you kill?
Did you want my whole list? LMAO...pickin. Nobody I wouldnt kill anyone

47. What famous person(s) would you like to have dinner with?
Ryan Phillippe, Justin Timberlake, (HOT)

48. What famous person would you like to sleep with?
Both of the ones mentioned above

49. Have you ever had to use a fire extinguisher for its intended purpose?
I havent but DOn did on Thanksgiving a couple of yrs ago, LOL

50. Last book you read for real?
OMG...IDK...It has been so long! Maby I should make time for one!

51. Do you have a teddy bear?
NO

52. Strangest place you have ever brushed your teeth?
on the toliet at the lake

53. Somewhere in California you've never been and would like to go?
Ive never been, But the Beach would be nice

54. Number of texts in a day?
Between 3-6

55. At this point in your life would you rather start a new career or a new relationship?
New Career

56. Do you go to church?
On occasion

57. Pencil or pen?
pen

58. bueller? bueller? bueller? has anyone seen Ferris??LOL...I ACTUALLY just got done watching it before I got online

60. What do you want to achieve in life?
To be a good mom have a Happy life

61. How old are you?
22

62. Where do you see yourself when you are 40?
HOPEFULLY.....Still married and Happily Married, with my beautiful children (and maby a couple more) LOL...and Just Happy

hi everyuone!

2007-02-21T01:39:00.000-08:00

Yep sill alive! LOL. Posting pics tomarro so be ready!!!! LOL

2007-02-10T12:24:00.000-08:00

A few things that mean something: Quotes, lyrics. Actually I just love words. I love that words have the ablility to express anything and everything.

A few Quotes...

2007-02-10T12:01:00.000-08:00

Dream as if you'll live forever. Live as if you'll die today -James Dean

He who doesn't fear death dies only once. ~Giovanni Falcone

Learn from yesterday, live for today, hope for tomorrow. -- Anonymous

Live everyday like your last, for tomarro is not promised to everyone

We miss you sooo much Jason~

8am....

2007-02-06T05:04:00.000-08:00

And my boys are still asleep!!!! Ahhhhhh.the sound of silence. Havent heard that in a long time!!! Of course Trenton didnt sleep very well last night. Tossing and turning and crying....although Carter slept like a log. They were both asleep by 9pm.
It is soooo cold here in NY. Actually as I see, most parts of the U.S. is freezing!!!! Our pipes froze sat night and we just got them unthawed last night about 6ish. My dad brought his kerosene heater over and then he insulated the cracks in our foundation. Thanks Dad, luv ya!
Homeschooling is going along rather smoothly. I found most of his favorites are singing and dancing, pretend play, fine motor and he LOVES to cook and bake. We have been doing all sorts of stuff. What he dont like is reading, writing and anything to do with launguage....go figure. If I sit down with him to read a book, he gets mad and throws it. Ive decided I am not going to push it, maby try it a few times a week. If I push it to much, he may not ever like it. SOOOOO.....we do other things to learn. ANYWAYS.I did get ahold of the school about Trentons speech. They are sending me a list of people in the county who are allowed to test him. I pick one, he gets tested. Then therepy starts..if he needs it. He is also gettin evaluated for other stuff such as autism and adhd...stuff like that. But I tend to not pay attention to what they say about that. I know how the state and county like to "label" kids and Ill be damned if they will label mine. But I do need help getting him to talk. I wont push it, if he has trouble with the therepist or for some reason gets upset with doing it, then I will wait until he is ready. But now it is effecting Carter, Carter does all of Trentons guestures and noises and when I ask him to say something....he does the same as Trenton.
Well I got lots of stuff to do around the house today. I have company comming this afternoon.
Oh and on the sign launguage...Trenton learned MORE and AIRPLANE yesterday. GO TRENTON!

JASON A MESLER

2007-02-04T10:25:00.000-08:00

HAPPY 19th BIRTHDAY JASON!!!!!! I love you, we all LOVE you and miss you soooooooo MUCH! Today is a special DAY! ANd we will be all thinking of you. REST IN PEACE HUN and we will see you again someday. But for now I am sending Hugs and a kiss for you on ur birthday!
We know what you would be doing today.....riding that snowmobile of yours, wishing the snow would go away so you could drag out that skateboard of yours!!! THINKIN of you ALL DAY today BUD!!!!! Ride Hard, Skate Hard and Rock Hard!!!

I hate seeing you go!

You should smile MORE!!!

2007-01-17T04:51:00.000-08:00

Thats what EVERYONE ALWAYS says to me...tell me. DO I really look that unhappy?

Yesterday....

2007-01-12T07:46:00.000-08:00

This is what we have been up to......

Ok.....This first picture...is Trenton screaming, LOL. He hit his lip on Carters Head. They were bothe trying to get into the cave

Here is Carter, Pretending to be a bear...he is comming after me...lol...like the blankie in the mouth sort of thing!
Trenton....working on letter A's...he is doing a tracing Page....he really likes them and does really good too. The next picture is Trenton and Carter in the "CAVE" together. They are bears hibernating, LOL. Trenton even went and got some of his play food, they are eating, LOL.

Carter....just drawing with Crayons. He loves to do this...I just let him do what he wants...he makes suck colorful pages!!!!
And thats what we have been up to!!!! Thanks for watching!

help...

2007-01-10T03:19:00.000-08:00

If I switch blogs...get a new one. Will this one be deleted eventUALLY..OR WILL IT ALWAYS BE HERE?

Quotes really touch me, they make me think about everything in life

2007-01-10T02:25:00.000-08:00

Just becuase someone doesnt love you the way you want them to, doesnt mean they love you with all they have
-unknown

hmmm....

2007-01-09T14:20:00.000-08:00

YAY My manager said I am doing really well at work and he is proud of me, LOL. I am such a KISS ASS! ;)

Unschooling.......

2007-01-06T11:35:00.000-08:00

So the unschooling has started. Slowly. We did talk about Winter the other day and he took in everything I told him. HOPEFULLY. We made snowflakes, we played with playdough, we made snowballs with playdough....we talked about Winter being cold. Which is funny becuase it is 58 degrees here today!!!! NO SNOW. Trenton prolly thinks I am nuts!!!!!! LOL! But thats ok! HEHE
Anyways....I am new to this...so if anyone has any info or tips ect...I would appreciate them.

Its been a LOOOOONNNNGGGGG TIME!

2007-01-03T04:50:00.000-08:00

I know, I know...It has been a VERY LONG TIME. I have been very busy here and there....and just too LAZY to get on and post, LOL. WARNING LONG POST!!!!!
I am thinking of changing my blogger.MABY. I really would like to keep this one going, Except I cant ever even post pictures and it sucks!
Hmm.....This month I begin "UNSCHOOLING"...Trenton. Today I talked to him about Winter. He listened to everything I had to say....he tried to ask questions....by using motions ect....I asked him what I knew to ask him, again he replied with hand motions. I think I am going to teach him sign....whynot right? It is still learning!!!
Christmas....was a blast! I stayed up all hours of the night xmas eve.wrapping presents and getting everything ready. I WILL BE MORE ORGANIZED NEXT YR!!!! I kept falling asleep on the floor again. I do that every year!!! Trenton left cookies for Santa......after he had a few bited, LOL.....and a big Swig of his milk. Then off to bed he went.....he fell right asleep! It was great!
We had xmas with Dons side of the family on xmas eve. It just seems a little easier, with us doing our own thing xmas morning and all. They got TONS of stuff and lots of nice clothes. I barely took any pictures. I dont think his mom did either, hmmm.....Im a BAD MOM.
ANYWAYS....The kids werent that excited xmas morning...perhaps becuase they just woke up. Trenton was VERY slow at opening gifts while Carter ripped right through them. They got tons of toys!!! Now I am wishing I got them more educational stuff! Oh well. They are only young once.
Trentons 2nd gift he opened was a tool kit, which came with a pretend Jack knife. After that he didnt even want to open any presents and if he did, he tried to open them with his jack knife....going around the edges. Must have seen his Poppy do it or something?
I made a HUGE breakfast!!! And everything came out GREAT! I made Panacakes with red and green m&m's in them.YUMMY! With blueberry syrup on top! I also made toast, cinnamon bread, eggs, ham, bacon and corn beef hash! After the boys were all done eating, we all piled into the living room.Don put the movie "The Christmas Story" on, I ATE my breakfast, and the boys played on the floor with their toys! We had our own special little morning.. After that it was RUSH< RUSH< RUSH!
We rushed our showers, getting dressed...ect and we didnt even get out the door until 3pm.
Went to my parents house.hung out. Opened presents, kids got a few disney moveis and a few toys, clothes ect. Opened presents with my Uncle and my grandparents. Got some Awesome Martha Stewart Pie Tins and cookie sheets! Thanks Uncle Jim! Got a cute snowman decoration from my grandparents. Made them a HUGE fruit basket!
We ate some pumpkin roll and walked down the street to DOns Grammas. We played some board games, drank some wine. Don took the kids home. They were ready for bed, so was he. I stayed a while, Played more games and had more wine. It was really rainy and muddy out. No snow of course! I was walking out the our vehicle....and slipped down a small hill. MUD ALL OVER ME! Needless to say...I was wearing my brand new clothes I had just gotten xmas eve. I did finally get the mud out, after like 5 tries. Oh well.
Got home about 10pm...went staright to bed. It was a good xmas!
New Years Eve....YUCK! NOT GOOD. We were invited to a party my friends were throwing. Don is NOT the party type, not the public type either, as a matter of fact, he hates even being around people. Weird I know. SO we decided I would go and he would stay. I told him I would be back about midnightish to celebrate the new year with him and the kids. So...I spent all afternoon....making food for him and the kids. I made pizza, crab dip, breadsticks, mini weenys wrapped in crassiants and a bunch of other dips.
I got to the party about 8pm...we had a few drinks and just sosialized. Left and went home about 11:45pm...got home. Trenton was sleeping on the playroom floor, Don was playing a videogame and Carter was in the playroom playing with his toys. SO....I picked Trenton up and carried him to his bed. Got out some sparking cidar for Carter. Poured 2 glasses of Champagne for me and DOn. We watched the ball drop, drank our stuff, had a new Years Kiss. I put Carter to bed and out the door I went. Back to the party. Partied Hard, Like I used to back in highschool. NOT GOOD! I wont be drinking for a LONGTIME! I had sooooo much fun though, hanging out with all of my friends...just like I used too. Having fun just like we used to!!!! It was great! I will post some pics either tomarro or the next day! Blogger is being sucky again tonite.
Trenton is attending Sunday school now. He loves it! He has been having LOTS of fun! He makes crafts, sings songs, reads book, plays games. He is having sooooo mcuh fun!
Well I guess that is enough for now...Will try to update more!

My day off!

2006-12-19T05:55:00.000-08:00

Been EXTREMLY BUSY and maby I will get to post later today!

prayers needed

2006-12-13T00:12:00.000-08:00

Please pray for my dear friend Sarah and her family. They lost their baby this week.....their beautiful 2 yr old daughter. Pray for her and her family to make it through all of this. PLEASE...I BEG YOU!

BLOGGER MAKES ME MAD

2006-12-07T11:50:00.000-08:00

APPARENTLY...I wasnt allowed to post this morning or put pictures up!!!! GRRRR! ANYWAYS...Here is a poem that a friend of mine wrote. I LOVE IT....Thanks Thena for letting me put this on my blog!

Someone Cares

Someone out there is hurting
And they need a loving touch
They need to know that someone cares
And loves them very much

.Someone out there feels all alone
Not just a bit sad and blue
But someone feels so very depressed
That they don't know what to do.

Someone out there needs a kind word
Or a loving touch upon their brow
And many of us would love to help
But we feel we don't know how.

Someone out there is praying
For a word from God above
That will confirm that He is real
And assure them of His love.

Someone out there needs a friend
And needs a bit of sweet relief
From all the trials they're going through
And needs the comfort of belief.

Someone could be the hand God uses
Or the human that He will send
To help heal the hurting, aching heart
And be the Heaven chosen friend.

Don't say "I'm just one person
There's nothing I can do."
But be a willing vessel
If God chooses to send you.

Love this Poem!!!!!

It is 6:32am here in NY...

2006-12-07T03:31:00.000-08:00

Things I am in Love with............

2006-12-06T04:11:00.000-08:00

Lately

1. Hinder- Lips of an Angel.....LOVE THIS SONG!!!!!!!!!!!
2. Myspace...............I am totally addicted to talking with my frinds online! Heres mine:
http://profile.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=user.viewprofile&friendid=41107222
3. Israel Kamakawiwo'ole........"Somewhere Over the Rainbow"- I LOVE THIS SONG SOOOOO MUCH. Makes me cry. Check it out if you haven't heard it yet. This is a Hawiian singer.....who sings the most beautiful music. He passed away in 1997
4. House......I love this show. Catch it on tuesday nights.....on FOx......at 9pm. This is a TV series running in its third season now. It is a story about a group of doctors in a hospital. People of all nature would end up at the hospital and be diagnosed by Dr. House and his team.
5. CHRISTMAS MUSIC...................I LOVE CHRISTMAS!!!!!
6. Camera...............I been snappin pictures like crazy!!!!!
7. Crossword Puzzles..........I been doing them on my breaks at work lately. Me and some of the guys I work with. Is funny!
8. Coffee............me drink coffeee................NO WAY!
9. My Hair Straightner............I use it everyday!
10. List Makin........I use it for EVERYTHING!

Im not sure how the pics will turn out. You know how blogger is!

A-Z of Me

2006-11-29T04:56:00.000-08:00

Found this on a blog today. Cant remember where but it looked fun!!!!

A-available/single? Very married. Rolling in on our 4th year
B-Best Friend-My Sister-Truley......nobody knows me better
C-Cake or Pie? Pie- Blackberry Preferrably
D-Drink of Choice-Dr Pepper.but seeing how thats not on my menu anymore......Crystal Light Lemonade
E-Essential Item you use everyday-Hair Straightner
F-Favorite Color-Orange
G-Gummi Bears or worms? Worms. But thats if thats my only choice.......I prefer Swedish Fish and SOur Patch Kids
H-Hometown? Andover NY
I-Indulgance? a mocha....once in a while (monthly?)
J-January or Feburary? I dislike them both......too cold!
K-Kids and their names......2 boys....Trenton and Carter
L-Life is incomplete without? CHOCOLATE! LOL.....no, My family
M-Marriage Date-July 17th 2003
N-number of siblings-one 1/2 sister(whom Ive never met), 1 older brother(whom Ive never met), 2 younger brothers and 1 younger sister
O-oranges or apples?-hmmmm...tough one.right now....oranges
P-Phobias/Fears-Heights, Spiders and Death
Q-Fav Quote- Gosh I have sooo many!
R-Reason to smile- My boys
S-Season-Fall
T-Tag, 3 people. - If you want to play....Tag Your it! Let me know so I can read your answers!
U-Unknown Fact about me-I sleep with a blanket.......keeps me warm on cold nights....dries my tears on bad nights
V-Vacation of my dreams/Veggie I dont like-A cabin on the beach...with a comfy chair and a great view....I like all veggies
W-Worst Habit-Biting or picking my nails when I am nervous...I also use my index finger to pick the side of my thumb nail when I am nervous. Weird I know!
X-Xrays Ive had- My Jaw and My head
Y-your Fav Food-Anything Mexican or Italian
Z-zodiac sign-Cancer

My sister

2006-11-14T05:48:00.000-08:00

ISNT SHE BEAUTIFUL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2006-11-10T14:19:00.000-08:00

Well...the time has come again at walmart..to switch managers. Jim OUT...KIM IN. I like Kim. SHe seems really nice......she dont really know what she is doing but Im sure she will get the hang of it...after all she has only been Assistant Manager for 6 months.
Jim- At first U dont like him and then he grows on you. LOL He was pretty cool. Was kind of sad to see him go. NOT LIKE WITH LINDSAY THOUGH....see Lindsay here
http://jolenegreen.blogspot.com/2006/01/anyways-i-am-dying-for-my-dr-pepper.html
GOT TO GET GOING......HAVE TO GET DINNER ON THE TABLE!

IM BACK ONLINE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2006-11-09T00:41:00.000-08:00

AND ALL MOVED IN! UGH! Next time I am having a yard sale!!! We moved all overnight monday night...Oct 30th. I WAS SOOOOO tired and soooo cold. THAT I DEMANDED we put our matress on the floor in our new home and go to sleep!!! I hadnt slept at all since I been out of work...I WAS EXHAUSTED!!! SO about 4am we did just that. We put up our bed and went to sleep. Woke up about 8:30am...went and picked up the kids and started moving again. My brother, father and friend all came and helped. We were moved out about 6pm tuesday night. We had just enough time to slip the kids costumes on and off to trick or treat. We only went a few blocks...Trenton was sooo tired he made me carry him most of the way. He got more than enough candy, seeing how I dont let him have it much anyways. My father...when we got to his house...dumped his whole bowl of candybars right into Trentons bag...THANKS DAD! ;)
WE LOVE OUR NEW HOUSE!!!! It is soooo big on the inside. The boys love it as well....more for them to get into. LOL. I will try to post some pics if this stupid blogger lets me! I still have LOTS of unpacking to do! IM not really sure how we got soooo much stuff or where we even put it all for that matter! YIKES!
UPDATE ON MY SISTER.for any of you that were wondering. She is doing really good. SHe is still depressed and still crys alot. But not as bad as she did. I did snoop in her room the other day (BAD SISTER!!!!!!)...for her journal.found it...read it.and it said she thinks this os her fault...when we talk about Jason...I ALWAYS remind her it is NOT her fault. SHe is seeing another guy.they are "dating". He is very nice. I have met him.quick to say I LOVE YOU...YIKES.SHe says he is very nice to her...funny and she likes hanging around with him....he goes to school with her. SO hopefully she is off to a good start and this might help her get thru Jasons Incident.ON the bad side...she has been suspended 3 times from school already. She has been in 3 fights. One a girl said to her....no wonder why ur BF killed himself...Jamie flipped out and beat the CRAP out of her...her parents ALMOST pressed charges. One other boy picked on her about Jason and she punched him in the nose. ANd the other was another fight. I feel bad becuase there is nothing she can say when people laugh at her about it...other than have sooo much anger as to HIT them. I dont know what to tell her....I know it must be sooo hard! I LOVE HER and hope she feels better SOON.....here is her blog...
http://www.myspace.com/41094568